Turning 29...

Here goes...a confession of sorts...a clearing of the mind...it's best to share things than to bottle them up...this being the right place to express them...questionable...but I'm going to give it a shot...

The Guy...what started almost a year ago...he found me on myspace & sent me a message...being whom I am & not big on internet dating/meeting...I was feeling safe that day & responded by sending him an email...this went on for a couple of days...which lead to phone conversations & nervous feelings because the next step was to meet...after seeing pictures of him & finally meeting him in person...he wasn't bad looking...granted he wasn't the type of guy I've dated in the past...but this soon turned into a grown up relationship...spending quality time together & just enjoying being with each other...truly I'm not sure when it started to unravel...he sunk into a funk & seemed as if he couldn't dig himself out of it...a couple months later...I chose to end it...though I said I wanted to be friends...which can be accomplished...if the two of you work hard at it...anyhoo...after a short two week span of not talking at all...we started talking again...then we "hooked up"...me having never been the "hook up" type of woman...seemed to be enjoying myself...what's not to enjoy...I still get the physical contact with a man that I enjoy being with...along with not having to put up with the relationship duties...things are good...things are interesting...things are simple...wow...I never would have thought those words would come out of my mouth.

Turning 29...yesterday was my birthday...just another day...I was asked how it felt to be 29...in which I responded..."a day older than 28"...age is just a number...we make it what it is...I'm one that feels I somewhat have control over my life...so therefore it's what I make of it...since I was a little girl I've always wanted to be 30...now that I've turned another year older...I'm closer to it & extremely excited.

Enough said for now...