Yeah...That's Me...

So be it...I'm confident enough with myself to admit it...

• A "bad girl":
  Unabashedly loves sex
  Shows her confidence in bed and out
  Breaks free from physical inhibitions
  Takes pride in sexual desires -- and satisfaction
  Feels attractive and desirable
  Announces her intentions to have fun
  
• A "bad girl" is not:
  Cheap or immoral
  Obscene in public
  Reckless in her behavior or actions
  Demeaning or degrading to herself
  Indiscriminate with her sexual partners

"Paralyzer" & a Secret Admirer...

So...seems I've picked up a secret admirer...somewhere & somehow...a friend advised me that I've got several admirers but this one has the balls to stand up & say it...here's the thing that gets me...they are a SECRET admirer...meaning they admirer from a distance...either from up close or far away...I don't get the appeal of the secret admirer...though for some people it works...I just hope that it doesn't turn into a stalking thing...this admirer knows me pretty good or at least knows someone that does...kinda scary...but exciting at the same time...here's how its went down so far...

• song dedication on a radio station..."Paralyzer" by Finger Eleven...he said my first, middle, & last name...along with the town I live in...so yes it was meant for me...lol
• single Lilly delivered to my place of work...points for him since that is my favorite flower...I like the fact it's only one...meaning he didn't go broke or didn't step over the line by sending a lot of them which I would find a little added pressure from...the card read "If your body match's what your eyes can do!"...holy crap!

I don't mind the being admired...but here's the thing...I hope he's not a creep...and if he knows me then he knows...I'm not looking for a man...meaning...I enjoy being single...I've got a friend with benefits & not looking for anything more...the arrangement is good for now...I'm fulfilled in ways that I need to be...though I'm looking for more friends to hang out with...

Magical Powers & Conversation...

A friend called this morning & I had an interesting conversation with him...he has started dating a nice girl & wanted to talk about her some...she seems great by what he said...he continued to talk & asked me some of my moves...the following is some of the things I shared with him...

I love a guy with moves...more than I can express...I love a guy with moves...it not only shows that he's confident with what he's doing...but also that he enjoys turning a girl on with a fabulous...I've got you just where I wanted you move...fabulous.

Also told him that I love when a guy...takes control of the situation...case in point...one time a guy threw me on the bed...climbed on top of me...and starting doing this unbelievable grinding gyrating pulsing thing with his hips...I swear...I would have done anything to make sure I got what was to come...that hip move totally sealed the deal...I was hooked...again...I love a guy with moves.

I also like to kiss a mans body...not leaving anything un-kissed...after a few more seconds of kissing his chest...I back off and watch him squirm...gotta love watching a guy squirm...right...he looks at me...tells me that I just earned myself a seal of approval...and says...which I already knew...of course...that he loves a tease...mission accomplished.

I'm not a slut...but I love that moment when my guy finally realizes what he's got on his hands...and he gets that look in his eyes that shows he's pleasantly surprised and suddenly can't wait to have his way with me...it's a reward that is priceless...I love what I can do to a man.

My friend informs me...that it would be terrible...if my magical powers of pleasing a man was revoked...I also think that would be terrible...it's a lot of fun knowing that I can please a man...the power that I hold when it comes to this is awesome...

Hot Toddy & Two Hours of Sleep...

Alrighty...after several different bottles of cold & flu meds...I figured it was time to try something new...to my surprise everyone suggested me to sip on a hot toddy...since the so called over the counter meds were not doing the job...I welcomed something new...though a hot toddy wasn't what I was thinking of...one reason being that any amount of liquor/beer keeps me from sleeping...I may get a little rest but never what I should...anyhoo...after thinking about it & knew how much my body was aching from couching...I was like "what the heck"...after searching for a liquor store & getting a not so etched in stone recipe...I proceed home to partake in what ever that crap was going to taste like...it was much more terrible than I thought...not sure what was so bad...it could have just been the mixture of...honey...lemon...peperment & dark liquor...even after choking it down I was still somewhat worrisome...but after an episode of Lost I found my way to the bed...I drifted off to sleep & no joke...woke up two hours later...wide awake...so I spent the rest of the night tossing & turning...at least today I'm much better...it may be because as I was walking out the door this morning I took a swig of the dark liquor & a big gulp of lemon juice...lol

Nasty Man Elf with no tights...

Over the weekend a friend & I went to ATL for a day of exploring...what a day it was...between good conversation & company...reading cosmo...people watching & art gazing...it was a great day...if only I had more of those...while in HotLanta we came across a Man Elf...I know it's Christmas time & you see them this time of year...but this Man Elf was different...meaning he worked his Elf outfit a little different than other elf's...he chose to not wear the mandatory tights...to be honest I know men & tights don't usually go together...but...the way I look at it...if you already have the green jacket/shirt/man dress on along with the hat & shoes...what goes thru your mind to make you rebel against the tights...I'm not sure about that...so here's what I saw...a GROWN MAN ELF...decked out in his elfness minus the tights...though he was clever enough to add candy cane whitie tidies...that's right...we saw his underwear...LMAO...no I didn't go lift his green thing up to see what he had on under it...I think God was laughing @ him...yes I think God has humor...and the reason I say this was because the wind was blowing...blowing pretty steady...making his green thing flap in the wind & show his candy cane underwear...LMAO...I've not laughed that hard in some time...though to make it even better...he was smoking a cigar..."No kids, not all Man Elves want to show their underwear & smoke"..."he was in charge of weighing the coal for the naughty kids"...so the moral of this story is..."If you don't want the Nasty Man Elf to show up you better be nice!"