I Miss...

more than anything...

walking bare foot down the two way path with him...

sitting in the swing & leaning back all the way with my hair dragging the ground...which he would end up picking the leaves out of my hair...

riding in the middle of his pickup truck...

running through the water sprinkler...over & over again...

taking a road trip with my bare feet on the dashboard...

cutting out cute guy pics from mags & mailing them to friends...

making homemade facial masks that made us gag...

getting stuck in a mud hole & making out...instead of going for help...

jumping sand hills higher than the boys...

sitting on the pond damn listening to the crickets & frogs fill the silence...

going to the drive in for pizza & checking out the cute guys...

driving home with him holding my hand & promising things will never change...

singing & dancing at my 13th birthday party...

painting our toe nails & walking funny until they dried...

laying in the bed just the three of us...singing BackStreet Boy songs on repeat...

drinking too much at back yard parties...

acting like we were tipsy when we hadn't drank a sip...just so the guy thought he was awesome & could rub our boobs & butts...

being shocked by the spark plug...

shaking the magic 8 ball like it would give us real answers...

sneaking out of the house to go to the movies...

showing each other our new Lisa Frank school supplies...

matching our head gear with our socks...

discovering "nasty/dirty" music & hiding it from our parents...

skinny dipping in a neighbors pool after they went to bed...

making out in the tent & not watching the fire...which somehow ended up with firefighters being called...

sleeping on the roof of a house...

sinking our toes in the sand...

cruising the mall parking lot...

getting caught feeling up a boy in the teachers lounge...

writing my name in red paint on the roof of our school...

watching football games & going to after parties...

taking turns making prank calls...

wishing he would pick me to dance with next...

sharing a blanket on the beach...

making & wearing our own puff paint shirts...

listening to the waves crashing in at night...

being lost & meeting new people along the way...

planning our weekend getaways...

getting sun burnt during beach weekend...

sitting on the tail gate listening to country music...

dressing up for no reason at all...

talking all night on the phone...

knowing that he was thinking about me...

raking the leaves for the neighbor who lost her husband...

writing letters that actually required a special folding technique...

wondering which brother I should pick...

having a great time no matter what...