Lost in the Moment...

What started off as a nice evening...got even better as the time passed...I found myself walking beside a man that not only...I found attractive...but had me wrapped around his every word...as conversation shifted from topic to topic...I found myself paying more attention & waiting for his next word...as we walked & talked...I started getting that fuzzy feeling inside...you know...the feeling that makes you feel warm & comfortable...the feeling that makes you think what it would feel like to be held in his arms...to feel his head resting on your shoulder...feeling as if everything in the world is safe...the wind becomes more crisp...the lights get brighter...you hear more laughter around you...you’re looking thru different eyes...your view is becoming clear...and suddenly you realize that for this very moment...you are happy & very much content in the present situation...that calm feeling rushes over you...putting aside all the fears that you have built up in your mind...you’re not worrying about getting hurt...not worrying about where it will lead or when it will end...you are truly living in the moment...I’ve not felt that feeling in such a long time...at one point I thought as if I was going to tear up...it was so intense but I held it together...it’s that feeling that I’ve longed for...though had not been searching for...so when I felt it...my insides ached...my smile got larger...my eyes began to sparkle...my knees got a little weak...so with all that said...if it doesn’t last...which I’m truly hoping it does...then at least I know that it’s possible...to feel that way again!