Where to Vaca...

so...my guy wants to take a vaca with me...which I'm all excited about...though it is a pretty big step...or to me at least...it's not that I don't want to spend time with him...or that I don't want to travel with him...because lord knows...I truly enjoy spending time with him & I love to travel...so most people would ask...what's the hang up then...there is really not one...guess I've just been letting my mind wonder somewhat...anyhoo...I'm so going to go for it...also going to enjoy every minute of being with him...now I only need to do some looking into different places I'd like to go...updates to come...

Say What...

a few lines from a couple different conversations that I endured last night...

"not to stalk you or anything...but I was wanting to make sure you were cool & comfortable with what we have together."

"they were broken up one whole day before you know who hooked up"

"it was so pretty that it made me want to drool on it"

"he's the one that caught your attention from the parking lot"

"alrighty then...bring on the whips...chains...and handcuffs"

"dang...we've got a serial dater"

"they want to tell you they love you...then knock a girl up...and then propose and get married all in the same month"

"I can handle it if you can"

Hey You...Drunk Driver....

what the hell crossed your mind for you to get behind the wheel to drive...I'm only guessing all the beers or shots that you had...wasn't a wake up call...or the reports from people seeing you stumble out of the bar & offering to call you a cab...guess you felt the need to finally take your sorry ass back home...what the fuck...I don't understand people that drink & drive...I don't...it doesn't matter the situation or the cause of it...you will never convince me that it's okay to get behind a wheel when you know you can't keep yourself stood upright...the only convincing it does for me...is that the human race are fuck offs & don't care about other human beings...more less themselves...if you couldn't tell...yes I'm pissed...so pissed that I can't see straight...I want to scream...or at least be locked in the same room as you...I'd beat some sense into your dense head...the reason I'm so upset about this is the fact that...you hit my friends daughter...she was just 7 years old...on vacation with her family...ridding her bike on the sidewalk...when your drunk ass drove up onto the sidewalk & slammed her helpless body to the ground...now she's in a coma...a COMA...the doctors say she'll never wake up...don't get me wrong...anytime I hear about people driving drunk I get pissed...but now that you've seriously hurt someone that I'm close to...well now I'm aiming my sights straight for your stupid drunk ass...what the fuck...your alcohol level was three times the damn legal limit...but you still thought you could get behind the wheel & drive home...guess you don't have any respect for you own damn life...more less anyone else's...well guess what fucker...now you'll have the rest of your sorry ass life to sit behind bars & think about what you've done...hope you like small cramped damp spaces!!!!

Who me...

guess who's going to be a published author...yeah that's me...though the contract still needs to be read very carefully...but the deal was presented & I had to pick my jaw up off the floor...lol...never knew that I could make so much money off my writing...I'm not complaining that's for sure...but it's still very much a shock!!!

Massage Oil...The Kams & Sex Talk...

what a way to wind up your Thursday evening...after working late...grabbing a bite to eat...no one should ever put huge mushrooms on Kams pizza...dear god...lol...heading to the adult store to pick up...massage oil...stopping off at walmart to get a notebook & pen...which became known as the..."Holly Hell Book"...lmao...taking a road trip only to pick up my phone charger...talking to GG...ahhhh...that's my guy...giving serious instructions on how to devour a man's body...eating some chocolate...laughing so hard that I almost snorted...gave a shoulder massage demo...tried to educate how to use just the finger tips when caressing a mans chest...reading Cosmo...getting lost in the thought of being with GG...some talk about an "itty bitty"...glowing as the Kams put it...all in all...it was a wonderful evening...

Cooking Queen...

alrighty...hmmmm...so as my previous post...you can tell I met a guy that I like...so with that said...when I like people...I enjoy cooking for them...not just the everyday things...I like to go out of my way...cook things they will not cook for themselves or can't cook...that's when...I step it up a notch...I LOVE TO COOK...also get pleasure from people eating my food...I do like to show off a bit when it comes to being in the kitchen...I've been called..."Cooking Queen"...not sure if that's correct or not...but I can find my way around a kitchen pretty good...men also eat it up that I can cook a meal...sometimes after I've cooked for a guy...they wont leave me alone...lol...but with the new guy in my life...I'm more than ready to win him over with my food...lol...if he only knew what he was getting himself into...anyhoo...here's the menu that I've planned out...

I'll start off with a fruit & cheese tray...he's supplying the wine...which will lead into the main course of...Lasagna and broiled zucchini & potatoes with parmesan crust...the meal will end up with...chocolate chip ice cream sandwiches...can't wait!!

oh my...it's going to be a nice evening!

Lost in the Moment...

What started off as a nice evening...got even better as the time passed...I found myself walking beside a man that not only...I found attractive...but had me wrapped around his every word...as conversation shifted from topic to topic...I found myself paying more attention & waiting for his next word...as we walked & talked...I started getting that fuzzy feeling inside...you know...the feeling that makes you feel warm & comfortable...the feeling that makes you think what it would feel like to be held in his arms...to feel his head resting on your shoulder...feeling as if everything in the world is safe...the wind becomes more crisp...the lights get brighter...you hear more laughter around you...you’re looking thru different eyes...your view is becoming clear...and suddenly you realize that for this very moment...you are happy & very much content in the present situation...that calm feeling rushes over you...putting aside all the fears that you have built up in your mind...you’re not worrying about getting hurt...not worrying about where it will lead or when it will end...you are truly living in the moment...I’ve not felt that feeling in such a long time...at one point I thought as if I was going to tear up...it was so intense but I held it together...it’s that feeling that I’ve longed for...though had not been searching for...so when I felt it...my insides ached...my smile got larger...my eyes began to sparkle...my knees got a little weak...so with all that said...if it doesn’t last...which I’m truly hoping it does...then at least I know that it’s possible...to feel that way again!

Things not to say...

Things a woman don't want to be told...when looking to maybe find a man to spend some quality time with...

...I'm hung like a horse...
...I'm as hard as a wooden bat...
...I'm thick like a sledge hammer...
...I'd like to cum on your neck...
...I bet you swallow...
...I can tell just by your pic that you like it from the back...
...I'd like you to mount me...
...I'd like to stick you hard all night long...
...I'd let you deep throat me...
...Bet I could make you scream...

the sad part about it...the list just keeps going...what goes thru a mans mind that any of the above would work in their favor...I just don't understand...come on now...if it does anything at all for me...it makes me want to turn you into the cops for wanting to rip a womans insides out...lol...these are supposed to be grown men...whatever...

Webb of Men...

What a week it’s been...so...to make a somewhat long & men filled story a little shorter...I’m just going to hit the highlights of internet dating...

• Posting a picture of you is a must...though being cute is a plus...is it really necessary for grown men to say all the sexual banter...I don’t think so.
• Being confident about whom you are turns some men on...while turning others off...which is fine with me...I am who I am.
• Lots of men are looking for sex alone...nothing more...just a warm bodied woman so they can touch.
• Some men have physical problems but they don’t feel the need to tell you about...so when meeting them in public for the first time...you are kind of shocked.
• There are some men that are heartfelt...though they seem to be far & few in between.
• I’m the type of woman...that loves conversation...I don’t like to hear myself talking all the time...but love to interact with a man that’s sharing a good conversation.
• Where are all the guys that I’m attracted to...either I find a guy that can carry a great conversation but is not much to look at...or I find a cute guy that doesn’t know how to form a sentience.
• There’s no need in calling me any of the following...sexy...babe...honey...sugar pie...sweet thang...hot...there’s really no need.
• If you don’t have a job & are not willing to find one...excluding going to school...don’t ask me out...I’ve got to have a man that knows even though money is not the most important thing...life does require it.
• Even though I’m a very sexual woman...I’m not going to meet you just for sex...I require lots more...I’ve got to feel a connection with you before having sex ever crosses my mind.

Alrighty...it’s been an adventure thus far...only guessing it’ll continue...lol...as for dating more men...I’m meeting one tonight...just hoping he can carry a conversation & not want to ravish me from across the table!